Wow, what a spin this whole wedding thing has been.

It is amazing how the activities and such around getting married so encompass everything you do, think, say, etc. And then it's done. It feels like swimming in the ocean and a really big wave is coming at you. You look, you're excited, you're scared. You wonder what you'll do when the wave gets to you, dive under, stand firm, try and hop it, surf it? But then it gets there and no matter how much planning and prepping you've done, you just have to let it knock you senseless. You're battered by its mass, you get turned head over heels, bumped, maybe scrape the bottom, perhaps lose your trunks. But when the wave passes, you break the water's surface and breath, wipe the water from your eyes and feel great!

As we climb out from under our piles of photographs, thank you notes and gift registry nonsense, I'm feeling on top of the world. My practice LSAT scores are going up. Slowly creeping towards 160! I've been biking every morning, eating a little bit better, drinking more water, better coffee and generally in a good mood. Actually got to play a bit of golf and was able to bring my handicap to 27.7 (according to Yahoo!'s calculations).

A lot of ideas floating in my head right now. In a weird way though I have clarity on them and while I might be working on subject A, I feel myself mulling other things in the background. Almost like Neo in the Matrix, I am starting to see the connections of things around me how they relate and how they influence each other.

This website was at once intriguing and very disturbing.
(rated R, not for the children)
PostSecret.org
I want to reach out to some of these people, I want to tell them it's okay and there are folks who will not judge and are able to help. In someways, maybe just the existence of the site is helping? I wonder what their average number of cards per day is?